My curse and blessing

In My Narrating Self The Emotional Mind Loves Christ and Hates Nietzsche, But My Rational Mind Loves Nietzsche and Hates Christ. They are always in conflict with each other, it is extremely unbalance and then there is my Experiencing Self who does not give a shit about this things, it is well balanced and calm.
This is a short summary of my different personalities and my bipolarity. It is a curse as well as blessing.
I hope my nonsenses is making sense.